down & out (nearly)

man its one helluva upward struggle. 14 days away but all i have are these shitty feelings inside. Where's the momentum? where's the inspiration? where's the motivation? I need more than encouragement.

God has really been good. He's been picking me up time and again this whole week. But somehow, after all the building up, one event will just come and tear it all down. And the cycle repeats, and repeats. I jusy need that one touch that will last me through. I need to get out of this swamp. I need to see the light.

 

And when a cup's simply not enough.